3am..cant sleep again..always when i cant seem to fall asleep den i will start bloggin. hmm...so far..loads have happen...takin driving which is takin part of my time and my studies is sort of affected. had these chalet last week.although i skipped sch, i had loads of fun with the kids man...haha...anw...ruben is so cute...but too bad...his parents are gettin a divorce...i feel sad for him man..haiz.....such a sweetie..and his heart is gona be broken..can totally understand hw he feels...been thinkin about those pessimist friends that i have..always let their emotions run their actions...kinda irritatiin man..... when will they grow up..gotta tolerate them all the time.....sigh..anw..i realise no1 is perfect and there are loads of short coming in many people..the thing is hw we deal with it..got to have an open mind to those narrow minded souls eh...or will end up being real sad.... so much have happen this yr man.... new jobs...new experiences...driving..meetin up with old pals...amanda finish her A levels finally..jac in star idol..all my friends man..moving fast.. in their life..really happy for them...guess this blog is 1 yr plus old le..and so much have happen during this one year..guess wat christmas is comin le..been thinkin wat prezzie to buy again..haha..so fun..love this season....anw..got 1st for bball....and during that day...when i saw the sch team training..i realise i nv regreted my decision of nt joining them....dun really think they will go far...and their attitude sucks..dun like the coach..still miss mr teo so much man..my mentor...my teacher and me and ah seng always say....our second father...haha..always think of those days when we all use to play ball and we all were so close to each other....hahah....met up with wt..and saw shun wei recenlty..made me think of mandy..haha..nt exactly recently but quite sometime ago..they went to hk man...lucky people..well my dream is to go with the 1 i love to hk..its so darn fun..but got to wait and dream man..haha..well..its just a dream...haha......anw..been some time since i meet up with daniel..and ian..my all time besties...haha........well..got to make an effort to do so soon man.... holidays and exams are approaching...damn damn damn..so quick..gona mid term le....and den..attachment..poly life is gona end in a flash..that sucks man.....army..i dread u...shooo!!....and....wheres SM man..v long nv meet him for dota sessions le...hmm..the feeling of being left out kinda sucks eh...but nvm..thats the prob when u have too many groups of man..from experience, i realise ttat..the closer u get with pple..the more they tend to change and be their true self....and den..its either u get really disgusted....and shun then away..or u tolerate them..dne u become life long frienss...hmm..points to ponder..however, the characteristics is....when u meet new pple..they are always..ALWAYS nice intially......and another thing...only those whu stand by u when ur down are truelly friends..nt those whu come to u when ur up and rising...haha.... anw..this year been quite quiet and normal....peaceful i reckon..tranquilty is damn gd... nw i wana thank the lord for blessin me with the inner peace i have and the lessons he have taught me all these whiles..all the ups.,...and the down..bless u....life taught me quite a bit..but i reckon there are loads more to learn...gona be a change person..for the better....! still lookin for goal..aspirations...and many more...time to set my new year's resolution soon......!!! hehe.....meet the target of most of those i set last year..and finally....i sincerly hope and pray.. amanda the greatest to pass her A's and go to the uni..!!!!! jac will win and go as far as possible in the star idol, to finally fufill her childhood dreams~!